||Susan M. Recinella, Clinical Psychologist for mentally ill adults, and
Catholic Lay Minister to Families of the Executed|
From Assisi to Assisi
A few weeks ago, I found myself waiting outside a huge access gate deep inside the compound of the state prison where I teach the Wednesday
night course in the Faith and Character Based Dorm.
After clearing security and searches at the prison control gate, after wending my way at least a quarter of a mile around and between yellow
cement buildings and razor wire topped fences—all the while dragging my navy blue plastic Office Depot pull cart—I arrived at the monstrous
gate to the southwest unit, an area that looks like an office park of prison dorms.
And there I stood. Sweltering in the heat and the humidity. Cooling my heels, in a manner of speaking, until the severely overworked officers
that supervise the post-chow movement of inmates from the mess hall back to the dorms could run to my gate from four buildings away.
That is when it happened. A barely audible chirping sound almost slipped by my ears without registering at all. I turn toward the concertina
wire to the west of me and discover a flock of tiny birds, like sparrows or larks, knocking out their last song before the sun sets. The
abruptness of my twist in their direction startles them. In a blink they are airborne and on the move.
“Thanks for the reminder, God.” I chuckle out loud, to myself and the empty space where the birds had been. “This is my Assisi, too.”
I remember the first time the insight had come to me. It was an early evening in Tallahassee, Florida in September of 1989. I was alone
on the penthouse floor of my law firm’s Monroe Street office, standing at the westward facing window. The orange fireball of a sun was
melting into the treetops along Park Avenue. From eight stories above the pavement, the moment picked at a raw wound, a vibrant memory
from just a few months before.
In July of 1989, I had stood on the roof terrace of my hotelin Assisi, Italy, gazing down past the ancient city wall and into the ocean
of a valley that spread like a saucer beneath the fiery orange droplets of sunset. With more than forty other pilgrims, I had spent a month
traversing the steps of Francis and Clare, trying to experience their mind, their spirit and their life as best one could from eight centuries
away. It was the last night of my sojourn in Assisi. As if disturbed from a distance by the marrow of my bone-deep sadness, a huge flock
of tiny birds exploded out of the trees surrounding the hotel and fled toward the valley.
“When I see those birds again,” my thoughts spoke without thinking. “I’ll know I’m back in Assisi.”
After returning home to Tallahassee and diving back into the routines of day-in and day-out life, a sadness stalked me like a dark
cloud. How could I ever be happy again knowing that Assisi is there and I’m here? What am I doing here instead of in Assisi? Where is my Assisi?
Then a few weeks later, on that crucial evening in September, I stood at sunset in the law firm conference room. Beneath me spread
downtown Tallahassee, the place where God had put me. But my heart longed bitterly to be 6,000 miles away in the place where God had
put another man eight hundred years before. That’s when it happened.
In a split second, as if in response to the report of a deafening burst of gunfire, hundreds and hundreds of little birds exploded
from the trees all along Park Avenue. A cloud of the little creatures seemed to form and hover just long enough for me to catch my
breath. Then they were gone.
I knew immediately what it meant. Tallahassee was my Assisi. Maybe not forever, or even for a lifetime. But for that time, Tallahassee
was where God put me and wherever God puts me is my Assisi.
More than twenty years later, the access gate to the southwest unit at the prison near Raiford, Florida can feel as far from Tallahassee
as it is from Assisi. And yet, the little birds are here, too.
“Sorry, chap.” The young officer, who has just jogged three city blocks between mess hall dorm movements in order to unlock the gate,
snaps me back to the moment. “Hope you haven’t been waiting long.”
“Just long enough for a little trip, sir.”
“Any place in particular?”
“Never heard of it, chap. Where is it?”
“It’s right here, sir. Assisi is always here.”
© 2011 Dale S. Recinella
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